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July 8th, 2008
09:57 am - I need ... a sleep injection...
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July 2nd, 2008
10:06 am - More boring dream interpretation crap
So indulge me for a second - this makes a lot of sense courtesy of the "Dream Moods" website. (Have you noticed that I bloody love this kind of crap?): To see a puppy in your dream, symbolizes your playfulness and carefree nature. It also represents a blossoming friendship or that your friendships will grow stronger. To dream that you are taking care of some puppies, indicates that you are a trustworthy and loyal friend especially in difficult times.
Sure, but in my dream the puppy, though quite sweet, is also kind of aggressive towards the caterpillar. This would make sense so far as recently I've been having to be very forthright about certain values that I keep and to defend these usually positive, lighter aspects of myself as they threaten to overtake issues that might require me to apply a more intuitive and mature attitude. Though friendship always plays an integral part in my life, there is one particular friendship that I hope I can keep and will blossom in time.
To see a caterpillar in your dream, signifies a stage in your own personal growth and development where you are on your way, but have not yet reached your goal.
This could mean absolutely anything really, but of late I have been concentrating a lot on certain areas of my life concerning careers and general maturity that in a way are threatened to be quashed by my generally easy nature. At the moment I feel uncomfortable with responsibility and am trying to shut a lot of it out by sticking my hands over my ears/being childish about it/pretending it doesn't exist. This makes quite a lot of sense.
Depending on the context of your dream, the color blue may also be a metaphor of "being blue" and feeling sad.
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To dream that you are in a cage, denotes that you are experiencing some inhibitions and powerlessness in some areas of your life. You may feel restricted, confined and restrained in a current relationship or business deal. Somebody may be keeping a short leash on you where you are lacking the freedom to act independently. To dream that you are putting a wild animal into a cage, signifies that you will succeed in overcoming your rivals and fears.
The caterpillar gets out of control and manages to leave its cage and the puppy goes ments and starts growling at it. But all in all, the cage is superficial and the bars are too wide, and its tormentor/guard is just a little dog. I'm uncomfortable with touching handling the caterpillar because I find it grotesque and am worried it is poisonous.
This seems like an ambiguous dream - it is cathartic in the way that it represents a conflict between my carefree side and the side of me that's telling me "ok, you've gotta start taking a bit more responsibility over your life". It's an admission that I need to start taking a bit more control over things, but it is also a warning that this must not be detrimental to my ego and my personal nature.
This follows some recent conversations with a recently-made and now very close friend who despite the fact I get along with them well and wish to maintain their friendship, does not necessarily share the same value structure as I do and therefore there is a healthy amount of conflict in our attitudes.
Or maybe it's just a dream about a dog and a caterpillar, who knows?? Current Mood: contemplative
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09:27 am - Oh wait... I has LJ! Completely forgot about my LiveJournal. Poor, neglected LiveJournal!
It's been a funny couple of days. Major life upheavals in general arising. Last night I had a dream that I had to look after a puppy and a large blue furry caterpillar type creature in a small cage. The puppy kept barking and trying to get at the caterpillar and the caterpillar kept managing to escape through the bars in the cage which were way too far apart. I wasn't very comfortable with either as the caterpillar was a bit weird and I'm not so hot on doggies either due to being caniphobic.
Now, did this dream have any significance whatsoever or is it just a by product of a tired mind? Where's Dr Freud when you need him?
In other news, I am itchy due to sitting on Windmill Hill and being bitten to shit by mosquitos. How did those little pricks gt through my jumper AND my t-shirt? Current Mood: sad Current Music: Tom Waits - Hang On St Christopher
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October 12th, 2007
03:29 pm - RSS http://roguemag.wordpress.com/feed is the link you need to get an RSS feed for RogueMag... I think. I might be wrong though.
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03:21 pm - I has an interview ...on Wednesday with a very exciting sounding website. I need to be well up with my dance music and clubbing as it's related to that. Fingers crossed.
Also, I'm still having trouble understanding RSS. It was discussed a while back and I thought I'd set something up but I don't really sure about it. Can someone explain in layman's terms what I need to do?
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October 10th, 2007
10:26 pm - No job blues... advice sought! Okay, it's getting to look like crunch time on the job front. Any longer and I'll be forced to leave my shared flat in Hitchin and go live with my Dad in Letchworth which, much as I love the old guy, will suck with immense proportions.
I'm looking for a media job, preferably London/Brighton. I've been very fussy about what I apply for and it looks like prospective employers are being just as fussy about who they employ. So I'm trying different angles, repositioning my sights, lowering and raising expectations. Hell, I even told an agency I'd be willing to work at GE Life (ARRRRRRGH!) again so you can see my desperation.
I would really like to know how one gets started in magazine/online journalism and editorial work. I know I've always wanted to get into this line of work but coming out of North Herts, it's not as though there are that many opportunities on my doorstep. Is freelancing the way to go while I sustain myself with a dayjob? If so, how does one get a freelancing gig in the first place? Is it better to apply to be a sub or editorial assistant? Those are the kind of jobs I've been searching for but it feels like most of them require having worked in a similar role already, Catch 22 indeed. How can I convince someone to look at my work or meet for an interview? The other tack is to go for a sales or administrative role at a magazine in the hope of making contacts through that, but it's not guaranteed. At least it would help pay the bills and I'd be working for a mag.
Elsewhere I'd be keen just to copyedit or proofread for someone, as I think that's something I'd be good at (discount the errors in this post, the computer is on dead reckoning this evening). I was a company trainer in my last role, and I was good at it but I fear being pigeonholed. That's unless of course I got to do a role such as this for a music company or something interesting like that. As long as it's not electrical installations for shops like my last job. Seriously, that was dull.
On the plus side, RogueMag is going very well and we seem to be accumulating a readership. I am yet to transcribe an interview with Dead Dog In Black Bag who are these two crazy electro chicks with a daft sense of humour. Before that though, my good friend Linden has submitted a fairly lengthy piece about Radiohead and the impact they're making on the music industry with "In Rainbows". I have to sub it before it becomes irrelevant (we live in a fast paced world, eh?).
As for careers though, does anyone on LJ have any advice, anything at all?
Big shouts to everyone :-)
(PS apologies for all the typos - for some reason this PC doesn't respond well to typing in subscreens)
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October 2nd, 2007
September 10th, 2007
12:30 pm - RogueMag RSS Feed thingy Thanks to CarsmileSteve for suggesting this idea. I don't really understand how it works, but for those who do, the feed address for my new music/entertainment blog is http://roguemag.wordpress.com/feed - so if you know what you're doing and you want to subscribe, you can :-)
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September 9th, 2007
09:36 pm - More stuff about RogueMag I wish there were a way to syndicate the stuff I've been writing on RogueMag back up here or something that lets you guys know when it's been updated. I'm putting an awful lot of work into it - reviewed Animal Collective and Caribou, interviewing Partyshank with more interviews to come and a showcase of Phil Power's cartoons. It's all go. Shame Wordpress doesn't have the same community feel as livejournal, but it's verstile in other ways. Oh well. Try and check it out if you can pals.
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September 5th, 2007
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